incense and homesickness
by Tanvir Yoosuf
taste spices and tragedy in the air
country mine, born of violence
wretched beautiful creature, you are
pakistan a name I now hear only
in dry clinical language on the news
that talk of suffering and disease and religious shootings in the street and
I stop and listen and think, yes but
keep my country’s name out of your filthy mouth
country mine
where cracked streetlights flicker beneath the weight of dusk
where girls fear man as they kneel before our god
yet to me you are
crimson and lavender and lapis thread woven
into tarps that flutter on the street
the roar of warmth on my face
as I step out into the sun
yet ten years and ten thousand kilometres apart
what will I see now?
if I ever return home
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A 19 year old Pakistani immigrant currently studying International Politics. He enjoys writing to the void under the cloak of midnight.