SOLILOQUY WITH HEALING
by Muhammed Sanni Olowonjoyin
I am learning how to scribble poems about
Living, about bodies loving their homes, about
Miracles. I want to pluck hibiscuses without
Thorn-bites on the brittle of my skin. Without
Epiphytes telling me that I’m a home for
Fettered things. I want to beautify a language
& unwear the heaviness of my chest, until
There are no ululations, no burns & no magma
Spilling on the faces of boys.
I’ve been living but still learning the rhythm of my
Respiration & how to hold prayers between the
Crevices of my lungs. Some nights are hope
Pouring into poems. This portraiture is how I
Skid from the claws of my soliloquy and the
Chrysanthemum of my memories before saying
Amen to the prayers I mounted on the relics of my
Faith. I’m learning about flights. Say I’m a bird
Receding into a labyrinth of winglessness—
Levitating on a precipice & about to c
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h into
a field of flowers
in nirvana.
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Muhammed Sanni Olowonjoyin, TPC III, studies Biochemistry at the University of Ilorin. His poems have been published or forthcoming in Salamander Ink Magazine, Stripes, African Writer Magazine, Words And Whispers, Acropolis Journal, Kreative Diadem, Fiery Scribe Review, Ngiga Review, Livina Press, Arts Lounge, and elsewhere. He reads poetry and translations for The Dodge Magazine. When he's not tracing biochemical pathways, reading, or writing, he's searching for peace. He tweets @APerSe_